1. |
Mr. Skeleton
03:10
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Do you know what it's like to not breathe for hours
To feel empty inside and cough up blood in the shower
You won't know till you die, how it feels to be sober
When it's all over, can I control or
Do I keep on testing
Cause I'm getting restless
This hole in my stomach has become an obsession
So I'm asking this question
Do you see the regression
In my expression Help me
Do you know what it's like to feel hollow
To feel every swallow, to feel hungry but not though
Do you know what it's like to be empty
I don't let it tempt me, can somebody help me
I keep pushing myself
Might end up losing myself
Going with nothin when there's food on the shelf
I keep tightening by belt
Feeling hungry as hell
But to eat is to be weak oh I might as well
Keep on saying I won't
Keep on saying I don't
But I'm starting to feel my bones show
I decide when I'm done
I decide when to run
You can call me
Mr. Skeleton
Mr. Skeleton
Don't you know why my bones show at night
Don't you know why I don't go in the daylight
Can't you see my framework be undone
Can't you see I'm Mr. Skeleton
Two hundred bleached bones, and a white skull
Hands like stones, like ivory gulls
No scratch that, backlash, my hands are red
The only bleached bones are the ones inside my head
I keep pushing myself
Might end up losing myself
Going with nothin when there's food on the shelf
I keep tightening by belt
Feeling hungry as hell
But to eat is to be weak oh I might as well
Keep on saying I won't
Keep on saying I don't
But I'm starting to feel my bones show
I decide when I'm done
I decide when to run
You can call me
Mr. Skeleton
Mr. Skeleton
Do you now see
This shade of ivory
Is not just my keys
But it's inside of me
I keep pushing myself
Might end up losing myself
Going with nothin when there's food on the shelf
I keep tightening by belt
Feeling hungry as hell
But to eat is to be weak oh I might as well
Keep on saying I won't
Keep on saying I don't
But I'm starting to feel my bones show
I decide when I'm done
I decide when to run
You can call me
Mr. Skeleton
Mr. Skeleton
Mr. Skeleton knows my name
Mr. Skeleton sees my shame
Every bone, every single one
It's all me, I'm Mr. Skeleton
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2. |
Black Bullet
03:26
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Another sleepless night In paradise
Why can't I Close my eyes
Shadows only lie when the time is right
Black Bullet round the corner right between my eyes
Ink spots, combination locks
9mm Glock, and a stopwatch
Promise that you'll try to keep in touch
With a Black Bullet I figured just as much
Yeah
I am gunpowder you are the lead
You are a sunflower drifting through my head
I am a silver screen she makes my heart bleed
Have me screaming Black Bullet please
Black Bullet please
Another day with you away
What's the way for me to say
Summer dreams haunt my mind
Black bullet I need you in my life
Heat stroke, I just might choke
Heart broke before I even know
I promise that one day I'll find your soul
Black bullet where did you go
Yeah
I am gunpowder you are the lead
You are a sunflower drifting through my head
I am a silver screen she makes my heart bleed
Have me screaming Black Bullet please
Black Bullet please
Warm nights with the ceiling fan on
Up late playing sad songs
Hope that I can find someone
Hope that I'm not wrong
Mind drifting in the dark
Why can't I play my part
Don't know how much I can go through
Black Bullet where are you
Black Bullet where are you
I am gunpowder you are the lead
You are a sunflower drifting through my head
I am a silver screen she makes my heart bleed
Have me screaming Black Bullet please
Black Bullet please
Black Bullet please
Black Bullet please
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3. |
Another Fool
04:41
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Ignorance is bliss, is it not Joshua
Maybe your loose lips don't know past Dakota
But you go to school, so you can be
Another fool for society
All this time that you waste
Tell me, how did the blue pill taste
You preach to me your ways all day
Then at night beseech me stay
Perhaps you only project your thoughts
But then why do you protect what's wrong
Don't go and act so innocent
And act like you've read, all that there is to know
You don't truly understand you just play pretend
And then go on with the show
Ignorance is bliss, is it not Joshua
Maybe your loose lips don't know past Dakota
But you go to school, so you can be
Another fool for society
All this time that you waste
Tell me, when will you show your face
If conscious ignorance is a crime
Then you're doing life, without even knowing
How is it that you live your life, a
Soulless lie, without even showing
I wouldn't even care for you thoughts
Live your life where you're lost
And keep going into this abyss
But you had to have your say
Won't you get away, and live your life in ignorance
Ignorance is bliss, is it not Joshua
Maybe your loose lips don't know past Dakota
But you go to school, so you can be
Another fool for society
All this time that you waste
Tell me, when will you show your face
You don't understand the weight of this situation
You just stay at home and have your little hallucinations
Words flow forth from your mouth, like gasoline at a station
Combustible and weighing too much for good intentions
Ignorance is bliss, is it not Joshua
Maybe your loose lips don't know past Dakota
But you go to school, so you can be
Another fool for society
All this time that you waste
Tell me, when did you lose your place
(All this time that you waste
Tell me, when did you lose your place)
Joshua, he follows all the rules
Joshua, just another fool
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4. |
No Escape
03:34
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There's no more soldiers
Standing guard outside my gate
I've let them wander
And that was my mistake
Cause now you've found me
And no one stopped you at the door
My heart is dripping
Blood all over my floor
Love is a game, and I don't wanna play
Cause I can't never ever ever seem to win
In the end, no not again
Oh no no no woah
But you don't seem to feel the same
Cause you've gone and pulled me right on in
There's no escape, all I can do is wait
And pray that maybe this time is different
It's almost over
My time is coming to an end
Don't want to wonder
Wonder what could have ever been
If I had chosen
Had chosen to stay
But it's too late now
Today is judgement day
Love is a game, and I don't wanna play
Cause I can't never ever ever seem to win
In the end, no not again
Oh no no no woah
But you don't seem to feel the same
Cause you've gone and pulled me right on in
There's no escape, all I can do is wait
And pray that maybe this time is different
There's no way
It's too late
There's no way
No escape
There's no way
It's too late
There's no way
No escape
There's no way
It's too late
There's no way
No escape
There's no way
It's too late
There's no way
No escape
Love is a game, and I don't wanna play
Cause I can't never ever ever seem to win
In the end, no not again
Oh no no no woah
But you don't seem to feel the same
Cause you've gone and pulled me right on in
There's no escape, all I can do is wait
And pray that maybe this time is different
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5. |
Blood On Your Shirt
03:21
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Run and run and run and hide
And tell me that you feel alive
If you don't think once, think twice
I'll see you on the other side
And if you think it's worth your time
Then you can try to visualize
But if you do, don't be surprised
Sometimes it ends in homicide
I don't think you understand
What you are dealing with
If you want to try your luck
That's a chance that you can choose to give
But if you feel you've torn through
And when you can't get up
Don't say I didn't warn you
When you decided to try your luck
Try your luck with me and
You just might see that
A personality can
Be more than it seems when
You play with fire
Sometimes you get hurt
And if you are a liar
You just might get
So tell me tell me tell me why
You always have to pick a fight
Even when you know your size
Won't make you see eye to eye
Why do you always have to lie
And wonder why you always cry
You're still losing sleep at night
Deception is a parasite
I don't think you understand
What you are dealing with
If you want to try your luck
That's a chance that you can choose to give
But if you feel you've torn through
And when you can't get up
Don't say I didn't warn you
When you decided to try your luck
Try your luck with me and
You just might see that
A personality can
Be more than it seems when
You play with fire
Sometimes you get hurt
And if you are a liar
You just might get blood on your shirt
Tell me why you think you
Don't have to, play by the rules
Tell a lie, bend the truth
I won't be somebody's fool
By your words, you will be
Held on to, I don't know what's worse
Lie to me, I warned you
You might need, a new shirt
Try your luck with me and
You just might see that
A personality can
Be more than it seems when
You play with fire
Sometimes you get hurt
And if you are a liar
You just might get blood on your shirt
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6. |
Heart Alive
04:04
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Walk outside, breath in the air and choke on my own breath
This burning cold, bites my throat, and fills my lungs with death
Feel the creeping need, to cough and bleed, As pain fills up my neck
Can barely even stand on my feet, I think my ribs are about to crack
I just want, to feel a heartbeat inside
Is that such a crime
Oh please, tell me
What it means, to be
Warm inside, oh heart alive
What it means, to be
Warm inside, oh heart alive
Can you please, tell me
The binding cold, consumes me whole, knowing my weakness
And dagger points, burst from my joints, and poke holes in my flesh
The pain of years, blinds me with tears, and I draw my last breath
But the pain comes back, I guess I'm not dead, I should be used to it
I just want, to feel a heartbeat inside
Is that such a crime
Oh please, tell me
What it means, to be
Warm inside, oh heart alive
What it means, to be
Warm inside, oh heart alive
Can you please, tell me
Now the pain is gone, and I carry on, but to breath in is still a test
And though I feel myself again, I still would like to rest
My lack of sleep, and bruises deep, I might be missing a sense
But I must be moving on, or it'll be back again
I just want, to feel a heartbeat inside
Is that such a crime
Oh please, tell me
What it means, to be
Warm inside, oh heart alive
What it means, to be
Warm inside, oh heart alive
Can you please, tell me
Warm inside, oh heart alive
What it means, to be
Warm inside, oh heart alive
Can you please, tell me
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7. |
Wasting Life
03:15
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Woah, woah
Uh huh huh
Uh huh huh
If only you could see
That I'm trying to be
Exactly what you want from me
I know it's strange for you
It's new to me too
But please believe me, and see it through
Others will say
That I'm just the same
But we both know that's not true
Cause they're slaves to their screens
Losing memories
Wasting time, Wasting Life
Who are they trying to please
You, themselves, or me?
Wasting time, wasting life
Please look at me
I want you to see
Exactly what I'm trying to be
I know it's hard for you
It's something completely new
But please look at me when I look at you
Oh don't ya know
Why they're all alone
They don't think so
But I see through
Cause they're slaves to their screens
Losing memories
Wasting time, Wasting Life
Who are they trying to please
You, themselves, or me
Wasting time, wasting life
Just turn off your screens
Make some memories
You're wasting time, Wasting Life
Who are you trying to please
Yourself, someone else, or me
You're wasting time, Wasting Life
Wasting time, Wasting Life
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8. |
Groovemaker
03:05
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Meet me in the parking lot
Under the pale blue moonlight
Tell me that you have got
What I've been looking for all night
And if it seems like something's off
I promise you it's all right
Just let me tell you what I'm not
Before the clock strikes midnight
I know what you're needing
And you're still here pleading
It's time we go away
I'm a Groovemaker
Heart breaker
If you're looking for something more fulfilling
Lady killer
Bone chiller
We can work it all out God willing
Oh oh oh
You couldn't hurt me if you tried
Ah ah ah
I'm just not that kinda guy
There was something that was said
Oh so very long ago
Can't seem to get it out of your head
And it's making you miserable
It keeps you up at night in your bed
When you're getting all the visuals
Ever think that maybe instead
You could just let it go
I know that you've been dreaming
And that you've been scheming
But it won't matter anyway
I'm a Groovemaker
Soul shaker
If you're thinking that maybe I'm not forgiving
Sweet talker
Night stalker
Then maybe you don't know the life I've been living
Oh oh oh
Tell me why would I lie
Ah ah ah
I'm just not that kinda guy
Tell me what you want
Just say to me
I won't give my heart
No not today
I don't like to play
To play these games
I am just oh
So familiar
I think that you talk
Too much too much
Don't think quite as much
As you put on
When all is said and
And done and done
I will be the one
Who is still the
Groovemaker
Breathtaker
People say they find these words confusing
Big teaser
Crowd pleaser
I find that to be quite amusing
Oh oh oh oh oh
They say I'm too young to die
Ie ie ie ie ie
Maybe I'm just that kinda guy
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9. |
Why Do I
04:10
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Sunday
She said she just needed to see me
She wanted it oh so badly
But by Tuesday
She didn't love me anymore
Thursday she was walking out the door
I knew she didn't care for me
Not anymore
Not even like before
So what the hell am I even writing for
It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter anymore
Anymore
So Why Do I
Even care anymore
I'm done living life, thinking I
Was the reason she would go
I don't know why I still decide to write
I'm over it, moving on
With the rest of my life
So Why Do I
So I'm done talking about this
To educate, a song
I've done nothing wrong (I've done nothing wrong)
To stop, losing sleep at night
Proving I was in the right
No more internal fight
Standing in the spotlight (standing in the spotlight)
Stop, running around
Be here, to fight, and stand my ground
I refuse to back down
Get out of my (get out of my mind)
Mind, I'm not satisfied
With my own lines
With my own lies
To myself tonight
Tonight
So Why Do I
Even care anymore
I'm done living life, thinking I
Was the reason she would go
I don't know why I still decide to write
I'm over it, moving on
With the rest of my life
So Why Do I
Do I
She doesn't love me anymore
Thursday she walked out my door
I know she doesn't care for me
Not anymore, not even like before
So Why Do I
Even care anymore
I'm done living life, thinking I
Was the reason she would go
I don't know why I still decide to write
I'm over it, moving on
With the rest of my life
So Why Do I
Do I
So Why Do I
Do I
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10. |
Edge Pusher
03:08
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Enjoy it, cause it won't last for very long
Remind you the truth of your past, you won't like this song
Cause I'm pointing out your flaws, and I'm saying that you're wrong
Cause you've fallen in my jaws, and my bite is far too strong
Pretty soon, can't tell me what to do anymore
And I'm sorry I'm not sorry that you're fighting what I'm fighting for
You may think that I'm just a boy what difference can I make
But you won't think that when it's your breath, that I take
I don't think I can say that you made me this way
But you've pushed me to the edge and drove me insane
Too bad, so sad, you had your chance but not anymore
You could've done something but you did nothing, now there's blood on the floor
Now there's blood on the floor
I gave you everything but you always wanted more
Pretty soon, can't tell me what to do anymore
And I'm sorry I'm not sorry that you're fighting what I'm fighting for
You may think that I'm just a boy what difference can I make
Well you won't think that when it's your breath, that I take
Only the good die young
But I'd rather live a good life than a long one
That's why don't wish to be old
Cause to get there you have to sell your soul
I know above he'd let me in
So I don't fear what's down below
So I don't wanna be old
Not cause I don't wanna go
But cause you either grow evil
Or die the hero
I can already feel a creeping fear
God knows what it'll be in a few years
Hopefully I won't live that long
Meanwhile I'm singing these songs
Somebody please tell me that I'm wrong
But it won't matter when I'm gone
When I'm gone
Pretty soon, can't tell me what to do anymore
And I'm sorry I'm not sorry that you're fighting what I'm fighting for
You may think that I'm just a boy what difference can I make
But you won't think that when it's your breath, that I take
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11. |
I Just Might
04:40
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You ask me and I don't know what to say
I tell you that I don't play this game
You persist, I resist, but chances like this
Don't come by every day
Can't get you out of my mind
Don't know if I'll survive oh no
Don't know where to go
Might be in too deep, It's hard to know
You tell me, things I've never heard
You sell to me, I buy every word
You tempt me, but I know what's right
I feel too empty, I just might
Oh, I just might, I just might
I know it's not right
But I just might, I just might
You match my eyes, beautiful and dangerous
Your split tongue tells me lies, and your lips can kill with one kiss
I'm too slow, you know, I've nowhere to go
I try, but to ignore your call is useless
You fill my mind like a poison
You melt me down, leave me frozen
Don't know if you'll ever truly go
Might be in too deep it's hard to know
You tell me, things I've never heard
You sell to me, I buy every word
You tempt me, and you're just my type
I feel too empty, I just might
Oh, I just might, I just might
I know it's not right
But I just might, I just might
In the veil of night
I just might I just might
Can't move, your words are too tight
I just might
Don't make me, don't make me
I just might, I just might
Don't make me, don't make me
I just might, I just might
You tell me, things I've never heard
You sell to me, I buy every word
You tempt me, make me lose sight
I feel too emtpy, I just might
I just might, I just might
I know it's not right
But I just might, I just might
In the veil of night
I just might I just might
Can't move, your words are too tight
I just might
I just might oh no
I just might oh no
I won't be made to break my own rules
Just because you think I'm a wild fool (like you)
I've had fun playing your little game
But you must realize that you and I are not the same
I won't give up on this fight
Unless you say please, then I just might
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12. |
Kingdom Of Fiends
04:00
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The air is filled with desire
As anticipation slowly fills your brain
Who know what's in store
All that and maybe more
Don't let indulgence drive you insane
Tonight is fitting to be a good time
Feeling like maybe committing a crime
You'll get yours and I'll get mine
So strap in for a wild ride
Oh come on
Sleep walkers
Seen with the watchful eyes of night stalkers
Tonight
We're feeling like kings and queens
But in reality we're just fiends
Step right up, step right up
Come one come all folks
You won't see something like this everyday
A wonder of the modern world
Witness the man who had it all
So now you've gotten a little taste
Of the three ring circus inside of my head
Counting the casualties
Just the formalities
Not too loud, lest you wake the dead
Tonight has been one hell of a night
Trying to remember what's wrong and what's right
Feeling like maybe starting a fight
And at this point I actually might
Oh come on
Naysayers
Don't tell me I don't have any takers
Tonight
We're feeling like kings and queens
But we're actually
Oh come on
Blood suckers
Before I change my mind to the other
Don't lie
We're feeling like kings and queens
But we're actually just fiends
Consumed by greed and despair
A king fallen from his throne
A shell of his former self
A madman folks
Woah watch out
Stay back from the cage
No, what are you doing
No
Oh come on
Pallbearers
Make your way up those thirteen stairs
Tonight
This really is such a scene
Is this reality
Oh come on
Gravemakers
Don't turn your back into despair
Tonight
The king has killed the queen
And now he's feeling like a fiend
Oh come on
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13. |
Without A Trace
06:31
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Neon lights flashing in the store window
Late at night, hot pinks and icy blues
Walk inside some kind of freak show
The air filled with a smoky violet hue
Follow the lines to go with the air flow
That's when my eyes make contact with you
It feels like it's just us here alone
It's do or die, and I know just what to do
Sometimes it feels as though the world stands still
When two people collide
But fate will do what she will
So just hold on for the ride
Every time I see you darling
You take my breath away
But then in the evening honey
You leave me wondering, questioning
If tonight will be the
Last time that I see your face
Afraid that I'll look back
And you'll be gone without a trace
Without a trace
All this time that I've been with you
You'd think that I wouldn't be afraid
I've lived my life with so many things to choose
This is a choice that I need to make
Why I'm afraid that I'm going to lose?
I've wrote the script, I have set the stage
It's in my mind, that I can't refuse
The choice is mine, and I choose to leave my cage
You told me that, you could never leave someone like me
I know for a fact, that that wasn't true
Fade to black, and I'm here on my knees
It took all of that, to realize I don't need you
Every time I see you darling
You take my breath away
But then in the evening honey
You leave me wondering, questioning
If tonight will be the
Last time that I see your face
Afraid that I'll look back
And you'll be gone without a trace
Without a trace
La da da da da da da da da da
La da da da da da da da da da
La da da da da da da da da da
La da da da da da da da da da
Ooh
Sometimes I don't realize
That pain is the best disguise
For someone who's internalized
All the years and all the sacrifice
Don't tell me to leave
Just because you know you can't stay
You might not believe
But darling please don't be that way
Every time I see you darling
You take my breath away
But then in the evening honey
You leave me wondering, questioning
If tonight will be the
Last time that I see your face
Afraid that I'll look back
And you'll be gone without a trace
Without a trace
Without a trace
Without a trace
Without a trace
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Samuel Wittmayer
My name is Samuel Wittmayer. When I was 16 years old I decided that I wanted to start writing music. A year later I met with a producer to record my first song. That was the start of a four and a half year journey to create my debut album 'Red Hands'. For a long time I was unsure if this project would ever see it's completion, but now that it has it feels surreal. Please enjoy! ... more
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